and ima fly fly fly high high high

AND IM FEELING SUPER EFFIN HAPPY AND CRAZY AND I HAVE NO ONE TO CHARE MY ENERGY WITH!? WHAT IS THIS CRAP!?
cant even walk straight, and no im not drunk, or else i wouldnt be writing like this, it would be more like :OMG ihms so odrunhk an ddai fele grae t !

Trust me, ive seen how i write when im drunk.Not a pretty sight. At all.
Right now, im high and drunk on...HAPPYNESS.forwhat..? LIFE. GAHHHAH

Its a long way to fall.... oh oh oh
This is how i roll.

*Facepalm*

It's gonna take a lot to take me away from you

I cant believe it. Guh, so unreal. I feel like screaming and jumping, which i have done already today, but this time, im screaming cause im happy. Cause im so freaking, stupid, foolish, and just a kid, im alive, now really i mean this, not just because one detail that happend yesterday, but loads of stuff. I may be doing negative stuff, but at least I feel great.

Look me in the eyes, tell me what I want to hear, and fool me once again.

And I paint hearts everywhere, and picture your name inside of them. And imagine that my heart has your name written all over it.
I know how easily you can make everything better. And how in a second you can ruin my world.
And I also know how little you care about me. And Im also aware of how stupid I am, for being to afraid of putting an end to the thing that hurts me the most.

wild banana out of control!

Cutted my hair, coloured it, hm... still feel the need for a change. Bigger one maybe. Big things are great. we all know. BLABLABLA. *Facepalm*
Ill never drink again, i promise.

Mwaha

And im in the game. Tired of sleeping, tired of being sad. If you can play, why cant i?

Saker blir värre och värre varenda jävla sekund. Jag hatar den här dagen, jag hatar den här jävla veckan. Allt är skit, allt är kaos. Även om jag bara varit lugnt, hur länge som helst nu. Jag vill bara lägga alla känslor på hyllan. Skita i absolut allt. Kanske bli full, komma bort i droger och fester, bara för att dö så där, utan någon jävla tanke.